Take a breathe .
Keep breathing .
It was just a new life . a new journey . not easy . but it still not hard .
do not push urself . do not blame urself .
the moment when we realize that everything happens by the will of our GOD , all our worries begin to fade away .
You are not broken ,
BUT
you are just being called back to HIM .
so chill up and grateful when He called upon you and never let you alone .